Inside I'm screaming 'I love you'

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

; if you don't remember, i'm telling you now, it's the 7th dec. ):

just realised many things that she no longer remembers, or maybe she remembers but she didn't say it out. (x im okay with it. just that, 7th dec is kinda important. sigh. nvm. it doesn't matter right? what matters is US, right? right? cheer up lah, glynis! :D

i want to be a happier girl, can i?

well, school is torturing. lotsa work got to be done. house practise for sec1s ytd. me and qiaos went. met baby after that. went part-tor. :D had so much fun. had plenty of work ytd though. =\ im happier with my new hair now! (: i don't know why. i kept thinking baby doesn't like it. but it turned out "okay lah". hahaha. im happy enough! =)

went to take neos with mans, sass and nettes today. so nice! (: we stare the photos and smiled. that's us lah. i love them many many. :D baby was kinda unhappy with me, i dont know why. btw, im sorry baby. didn't mean to make you angry. i love you, okay?!! :D

sometimes, i really wonder, were you trying to be nice cos, you really wanna be friends with us again and mend back those heartaching times, or is it because, you just wanna put on an act? seriously speaking, i don't dare to trust you anymore. once bitten, twice shy. ( is that right? ) i know everytime you see me, you would always give a glare. i dont know what was that for. i want us to be like how close we used to be. but i know it's difficult. we're drifting apart like nobody's business. frankly speaking, i dont hate you. maybe sometimes, i do. but no longer. i don't want to. sighs. if i say, i miss the old good us many, do you feel the same way too?

ignore those craps. (: im tha happy happy grrl!

; can my everyday be like yesterday?
i just wanna spend everyday with you just like that..
so happily, even after we part. ):

; stick with you